I need some serious advice

[jaygame]

Back from another sarge. Naturals are amazing. I was introduced to one tonight by a PUA, and this dude was supernatural. He was surrounded by 5 girls at the bar, and the energy was ridiculous. I felt like you could see (oh snap NLP do I feel or see?) swirls of energy surrounding that area.

Now to answer your question, I feel your pain. There's something important you can do to feel better as quickly as possible. f-close f-close f-close'

Make sure you do multiple f-closes, and I mean at least 5 before letting yourself even let the images come back up. Be a whore these next few weeks. If they have to be HB 7 and below, so be it, but make sure you bang a bunch of them, and try to sneak at least one HB 8 in there.

If you're looking for more band-aids, there's also some hypnosis exercises to try to remove bad memories. I'll look them up when I wake up.

Update: Looks like I forgot to give you those exercises. They're referenced by either John Alexander or Chris Howard, and I believe they come from Tony Robbins. Close your eyes, make the memory very large, bring the picture slowly closer to you as if it's on a cinema screen. Then turn it black and white and now make it slowly drift further and further away from you until it's just a white dot. You hear carnival music in the background as you do this. Now take that white spec of a memory and watch it incinerate as you place it into the sun. I might be missing a few parts, but that's the gist of it.

[Jubeanation]

For as long as making her jealous is your motivation, you're moving for the wrong reasons. You're working for a ghost, not yourself.

This answer sucks but it's true; give it time. Better yourself as you will but do so in a way that meets your better human needs not your crazy screeching revenge monkey needs.